of mutations of the mind.

You see how ironic people can be. When you think you have known a person all your life, it turns out you never did. How different people can be when you change the situation...when you put them in a place outside their comfort zone. They will undergo the mutation of their minds: they change their opinions, views and feelings. They become turmoiled with their insecurities or sometimes...they may just suck it all up and pretend to be stronger.

As it was Valentine's Day yesterday, I've seen a lot of these "mutations" of the mind and feelings when it comes to love. Not that I won't confess that some of these mutations, I have experienced myself through out the past few weeks. I've become a very vulnerable person due to this THING called love.

Yes, he was nice. He treated me as dearly as he could. No one ever did that. I admitted I was lonely and desperate at some times, and I tend to make mistakes in the past. It was really a tough thing for me to accept the fact that I am in love. Part of me feels that this is just purely, lust. That I will be in pain if I am in love. Love hurts, event hough it's good or bad.

Part of me speaks of being bored. I am EASILY bored. Turns out boredom is not his nature. We talk alike, we think alike. We even finish each other's sentences. That's the genius of it all. This is when I say the bottomline conclusion that I have finally opened my heart for him. This is my MUTATION of the mind and heart.

"You see how ironic people can be. When you think you have known a person all your life, it turns out you never did. How different people can be when you change the situation...when you put them in a place outside their comfort zone..."

I am now in my comfort zone. I am home.